Poem: To David and Martin!

By Arian Galdini
You are not being born
into a century that waits.
You are coming
into a time when light arrives faster than wisdom,
when news enters the house
before bread is broken,
when a distant voice
crosses the wall, the glass, the night
and sits down at the table
as if it were family.
So I do not call you
to be calm.
Calm, now,
is often only numbness.
And numbness
is the softest gate
through which loss walks in.
David.
Martin.
Two names
still light on my tongue,
already heavy in time.
Two names
this world
will not always reach you
with the blow,
not always with the cry,
but with that cold light
that enters without knocking
and finds you
where you think
you are safest.
There are shores here
from which nothing returns,
mountains carrying nameless weight,
roads kept open through winter.
A forged face
may teach you sooner
than the face before you in the flesh.
A false voice
may speak to you
as if it were your own blood.
A fear lit far away
reaches you before night.
A war that does not bear your name
enters your blood
through voice, through image, through dread.
One evening,
when the power failed for a while
and the city seemed
stripped of itself,
I saw you both
inside that sudden silence
that makes rare light
heavier than usual.
In that brief dark
faces no longer had screens to lean on,
or the lit windows across from us,
or the endless motion of things.
Only you remained,
your breathing,
a long hallway,
and me.
Martin,
in you movement rose first,
as always.
Not out of fear.
But out of that aliveness
that cannot bear emptiness
without filling it with the body.
David,
in you another order beat,
more hidden,
slower,
as when an unseen hand
sets the soul to listening
before it sets it to act.
Far off,
a thin siren
brushed the city’s air.
Not enough for panic.
Enough for memory.
Enough
for the world to enter our hallway
without knocking.
Martin lifted his head first.
A thin line tightened in his neck.
His eyes went ahead
before his feet
had chosen their direction.
David did not speak.
He only turned a little,
like one who does not trust a noise at once,
but gives himself
half a moment
not to become noise as well.
Then
it was no longer about darkness.
Or the siren.
Or the outage.
Martin,
at your temple
a thin vein rose.
David,
in you silence beat
before voice.
And in that hallway
the father was not there
to take the world away from you.
He stayed.
One day
there will stand before you
faces that ask for submission
not by command,
but by a smile.
Voices that ask for the soul
not by a cry,
but by nearness.
Lights that do not blind you at once,
but slowly teach you
to lose the difference
between glare and light.
David.
Martin.
Weight.
When the age comes into your hands
with its false light,
its freedom that does not hold,
its anger begging for a body,
salvation lies
in the hand that stops
before harm.
And if one day
everything around you trembles,
the voice,
the city,
time,
the light,
the world itself,
then become those
after whom
the earth is left a little heavier…
Arian Galdini





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